Let this be my vow
let this be my vow
Life has never been easy, I know
It seems like fate has become our bitter foe.
Fights have been a common undertaking,
Not minding that together we are hurting.
Nonetheless, you shall not fear
My love for you has never been queer.
It has always been the same,
I am still in love with you, this I won’t be ashamed.
Everything may still be unbefitting,
We may still find ourselves fighting,
Conversely, I hope and pray,
That together hand in hand we’ll face it come what may.
Even though life has been so tough,
This in no doubt is never a bluff
From the unfathomable depths of my heart,
Forever, I promise, I will always stay.
thin string of hope?
i browsed on my cellphone and voila! i found this poem i made months ago…i think i made this last june…the date wasn’t there…all i know is that it’s saved on the folders i have on my phone…hihi..Ü wala ko ma title ani nga poem…hahaha!Ü
how can i ever hold on
when even a thin string of hope is none?
how can i wait
when the clock is telling me no time?
what makes me sure that you’re mine?
how can i risk
when everything’s a blur?
how can i go
when i’m even stuck in the middle of nowhere?
if only you know
if only you care
if only you have the courage
to look through me
you’ll see a heart longing for your love
a heart ready to love you
a heart beating just for you
if only you weren’t so blind
you could have known
how much i’ve loved you
even from the very start.
Angel
Sweet as sugar
You are.
Lovely as flower
You were.
Amidst the beauty
Lies a heart in melancholy.
The flames suddenly died down,
When the world spun around.
How can a thing like you
So lovely and so sweet,
Let out another heartbeat,
In a world where true people are a few?
Everything changed in an instant
When you bore an infant.
Everyone was in deep agony
Thanks to the baby
In a way he made them happy.
A scarred heart you now have
All because of the guy you once loved.
You keep on trying to hide the feeling
When I know deep inside you have been crying.
It hurts to see you this way
Fighting alone the problems everyday.
I hope there’s something we can do
To help you come fighting through
I know all of this is not easy
But I pray someday you’ll be happy.
The sun will again shine
And everything will be fine.
Don’t you ever lose hope
For there’s no point in giving up
Be strong like the tree,
And soon you’ll realize it’s easy.
in solitude
LONELY.
Is this the life destined for me?
ALONE.
Do I always have to do it on my own?
HAPPY.
Can’t I have it for free?
SAD.
Don’t I have the right to be glad?
Lastly, EMPTY.
Do you really have to let it fill me?
scream
In a distance
A heart is screaming out your name
Meekly hoping you can hear the sound
Faltering the feeling when you’re around
Attempting to hide the gladness i feel inside
Lame as it may seem,
Let this heart of mind continue to scream
In the distance where i am the only one who can hear
Not wanting this wonderful feeling to stop
Giving myself another smile in my herat
Fearlessly facing a loud thud in the future
Outsmarting the brain that stops me from loving you
Realizing i should not hang back
Yes, i am now yanking myself out from the hole
Only to know if everything is true
Unraveling the mystery behind falling in love with you
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Just as i was about to shut the door
One guy opened it again
And again i fell
Never minding what others will tell
Must i really be like this?
A girl who is not afraid to love?
Risking everything just to be happy?
If that’s the case, then why do i feel lonely at times
Even if I know that one smile can always make my day?
God, I must have been crazy
Allowing myself to be like this
Ready to fall in a way i don’t know.
Am i really that weak when it comes to love?
You must be the reason to all of these
Sweetness is what i lke most
And you showed it freely fo me
Letting me fall again
Allowing myself to a new heart break
Helplessly trying to deny the feeling that conquers the very inside of me
I am now intentionally not minding my love for you for reasons we both know
Desperately hiding the feelings so it won’t show
unintentional
Alone in my bed
Preventing a tear to roll
Afraid of another heart ache
Swearing not to fall
I have been avoiding this for so long
Trying to ignore the feeling
Keeping my heart locked tight
Stopping myself with all my might
But how can this heart
Not admire a heart like yours
So stubborn yet so sweet
Tell me, how can i not let my heart beat?
Forgive me if i let myself fall
Loving you was not my intention at all…
goodbye
Goodbye.
Loving you was really wrong
God, why did it take this long
For me to realize
That you’re not gonna miss me when im gone.
I have spilled my heart for you
Poured all the patience and love I’ve got
Yet, you didn’t even have the nerve
To just give a very little hint
That a single care from you won’t be felt
It kills me slowly
Seeing you smiling in the distance
Knowing you’re doing fine without me
Oh, do I really have to plea
Just to see you staring back at me?
Are you gonna keep things this way?
If that’s the case, I’ll move along…
I’ll make things through.
Now, I’m gonna go my way
Bringing with me the heart you have crushed.
slowly…hoping
Slowly, I am trying to move on
Trying to forget the past
Finding ways to forgive the mistakes
Hoping that things will all be well
Slowly, I am picking up myself from where I left it
Putting together the shattered pieces of my heart
Mending the wounds that cut through my sould
Hoping that someday I will be healed
Slowly, I am recovering from the heart break
Learning to live life once more
Coping with the trials set forth
Hoping one day I can truely live
how long?
How long shall I wait?
Every second I sit here
Wondering why you’re so late,
Can’t you be any near?
How fast shall I take my pace?
Just to see your pretty face
Do I really have to run after you?
Just to know if you’re thinking of me too
How long does it take for you to know?
That I love you so?
How long do I have to wait for you to come?
Is it when all the things have been said and done?
